I woke up, but just can't get the steam on to get started. I am afraid to draw the plan, though what I need to do is just trace it. WHY? To be honest, I had tried to draw the plan since monday, when the task was delivered. I failed to start, with a excuse of " come on, it's just Monday and the review is on fri, still long way to go..."
Then Tue and Wed just flew off like that. Thursday night, I escaped to the band and left the homework untouched. I couldn't even bother to do it. Well, JUST TRACING!
I told myself that it would be fine, 船到橋頭自然直。Definitely I would make it, it's me.
Yeah right..
Until 10:30am friday, I still can't finish the drawing. I can't escape, I paid to study. Then suddenly I received a message from a unknown number:
Where are you guys? You should be in the review
I knew I was fucked up. It was from Doug! Immediately, I ran to studio. He was there, sitting at the middle of the table, playing with his pen. He saw me, I was so sorry to him. I knew that he was waiting for me. Without hesitation, I sat beside him and took out my things while kept saying sorry to him.
He gave me a murky smile and told me that it's alright, just no more next time. I was so ashamed.
Then the one to one tutorial went on, he gave me a lot of guidance and ideas in the site analysis. Thank you, Doug!
I realised that whatever happens, just don't give chance to be late. Take up the mask, a thick and bold mask and attend the whatever meeting/ presentation, just do it. Sometimes ideas will just overwhelm spontaneously in a stress situation. However, the best thing is to be prepared all the time.
